untuk pembukaan, saya persembahkan Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
salamnya untuk si dia, si do'i dan si kamu. eh, kok jadi kayak radio gini?!
okay, this is it!
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
gak ada maksud apa-apasih dari postingan ini. cuma ngerasa teringat dengan sesuatu dan seseorang. I damn miss it. agak lebai?oke, no problem
oya, mending cerita aja deh
jadi, pagi ini, jam 8 gue udah bangun. tumben. biasanya jam 9 setelah jam 5 nya bangun buat solat doang.
jam setengah 9 mama minta dibantuin metikin daun bayam sama kangkung. mau masak ceritanya nih~
nah, pas metikin daun itu, mama bilang, "ini seikat cuma 500 rupiah. petaninya dapet berapa coba kalo di penjual yang bakulan aja baru 500 rupiah?!sedikit banget paling yang didapet. jadi yang udah dipanen dari lahannya paling cuma dapet kurang dari 50 ribu"
ya Allah, miris aku ngedengernya. gimana enggak, yang aku tau, petani-petani itu mesti ngebujuk pedagang-pedagang sayur buat dapet harga yang dia mau tapi itu aja udah murah banget dan kadang masih aja yang nawar-nawar harga supaya dikasih lebih murah T_T
how lucky me!thanks God
